im a well-disposed and detrimental sort of lass. I [do] know how to mess around, and stand still like a stiff pillar in the middle of a cram. I've always been my Dad's little spoiled princess, but now I'm my mamie's sweet girl. I worship chocolate. I'm a big fancier of english. Im a vein dreser. Im chaste yet perplexed.An oh-so chic. [still] a crybaby. I 'm twisted, usually, i laugh out loud at something even if it isn't really funny] and then turn lonesome at the other minute. I hardly talk when i'm mad at anyone. When i'm troubled, remember this.. Do Not Disturb - 100 Meters Away. People label me as the plain senile BADETH, but the attached and dear folks in my life know me as the plain senile BADETH who can be upright and far fit than the usual one. Some people dislike me, they might even talk rubbish things about every single bit of me. I'm not afraid of such instances, but i'm almost fed up I have flaws..so does everyone. I have a wild obsession for stuffed toys. I do have a brother but i like it more to be left alone at home. I am not an emo. I really hate the fact that some people used to say, "BADETH, you're an emo". That's so absurd. I'm not perfect. I am not merely unblemished. I do cover-ups. I spill out made-up lies. I say a lot of YUCK. And i cry as often as my vile mind can persuade me to do so. I can be insolent and a blabbermouth, but Im not hypercritical. I am not outspoken. I tend to hide what i feel inside and keep them all bottled up. I am not a so-so. I love my family. I love my dadiekins. I love CMU. I love my HIM I love LOVE. I love life. I love DORMANCY=) I love my three-feet life-sized pink teddie teddie. I love to play guitar. I love mushroom and tomato.;) I hate silence I hate niwits. I hate nightmares. I hate boredom I hate FEELERS I hate it when someone messes up my things
Am I the person that I see today or am I the person I want to be tomorrow? Do I accept myself as the failure I see in the mirror, or do I strive to besomething else? Shall I remainweak and ignorant, or do I rise above my faultsand conqure the day? Should I give uponce againwhen the going gets tough, or shall I BE toughand never give up? Shall I indulgein the fun thingsand waste the day, or seek my true interestsand pave the wayfor my future? Do I wish to stay depressedand remain disapointedin my actions, or do I want to seek true happinessand be proud? Am I to beforever something I wish I wasn't, or shall I become my dreams and live my life? The choice is now. Who I choose to be today IS who I am Who will I choose?
i never pretend to be something I'm not, You get what you see, when you see what I've got, We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl, I know exactly where I stand, and all I can do is be true to myself, I don't need permission from nobody else, Cuz this is the real world, I'm not a little girl, I know exactly who I am I never pretend to be something I'm not, You get what you see, when you see what I've got, We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl, I know exactly where I stand, and all I can do is be true to myself, I don't need permission from nobody else, uz this is the real world, I'm not a little girl, I know exactly who I am
